If you're a dreamer

CHUNKS

2009-04-14T04:08:18Z

I saw Chunks today.

I went on a coffee run for my actors so I can get away from the boar of running a two person scene for four hours. I pull up to the window and I see her through the window and I think to myself that I did not recognize her voice. Then we paused when she took my card at the window, she pretended not to know my name, and against my better judgment I said "Jenna?" and she said "Ruth" and we exchanged the pleasantries as I remembered her crying over throwing up and our beatings over a boy that was being spoiled.

Oh life is full of funny things.

Brecht of my mind

2009-04-13T16:51:27Z

I do not post, as you all know, However; I will be responding to life with the amazing schedule for next year. Granted I may drop some of my Jew work and take a 5 wk performance based workshop where the goal of the class is to breed all of the art forms you know and create performance art.

Tuesday/ Thursday:
9-10:15 Jewish Philosophy
10:30-11:45 Jewish American Literature
12-1:15 Experimental Theatre
4:30-5:00 Current issues in international poltics

All of this to be washed down between WOM rehearsal with Louis and J along with a healthy dose of Faust female style.

PS. Experimental will be with the Severice Snake of ASU's theatre department. The first and most likely only time Lance Gharavie and I will work together

And as a side note Jr. year of college does suck as much as Jr. yeah of high school. It is the same, carbon copied and put on display is sad over worked and artisticly abandoned.
Next year had better be better.

morgana_52 @ 2008-02-17T10:53:00

2008-02-17T17:54:13Z

You never called me but it is ok because my brain was on fire. Call me later and we can talk this through.

wow this is my first post in ages....

hahah it is meeee

2007-09-15T20:22:04Z

1. Go to http://www.careercruising.com/
2. Put in Username: nycareers Password: landmark
3. Take their "Career Matchmaker" questions
4. Post the top results

1.	Special Education Teacher
2.	Child and Youth Worker
3.	Teacher Assistant
4.	Electronics Repairer
5.	Fitness Instructor
6.	Hairstylist
7.	Diving Instructor
8.	Elevator Installer and Repairer
9.	Recreation Therapist
10.	Funeral Director
11.	Director of Photography
12.	Coach
13.	Esthetician
14.	Early Childhood Educator
15.	Art / Music Therapist
16.	Director
17.	Landscape Architect
18.	Social Worker
19.	Set Designer
20.	Makeup Artist
21.	Locksmith
22.	Personal Trainer
23.	Costume Designer
24.	Office Machine Repairer
25.	Addictions Counselor
26.	Race Car Mechanic
27.	Appliance Repairer
28.	Physical Education Teacher
29.	Massage Therapist
30.	Occupational Therapist
31.	Heating, Air Conditioning, Refrigeration Tech
32.	Lifeguard
33.	Sports Instructor
34.	Electrical Engineering Tech
35.	Electronics Engineering Tech
36.	Music Teacher / Instructor
37.	Humanitarian Aid Worker
38.	Speech-Language Pathologist
39.	Industrial Engineering Tech
40.	Hospital Service Worker

cancer

2007-09-03T23:29:16Z

A mouse

trapped in a large fish bowl

tries to get free

but as he struggles begins the drip drip

covering his head.

The water fills

the bowl is half full.

Our little friend is near death, he cannot climb these walls, he takes what he thinks is his last breath until someone throws in a tube….

A bendy straw…

The mouse now struggles to bring himself to the bottom of the water so her can keep a good grip if his life preserver.

Drinking air.

Breathing water.

He lies at the bottom of the bowl.

Teeth biting down on the flimsy plastic.

Motion….

None…

Kick…

Can’t…

Irony, there is a snake sitting on the out side of the bowl, awaiting her dinner.

morgana_52 @ 2007-08-15T20:28:00

2007-08-16T03:29:28Z

placentas having sex.....

"Thats right baby stroke my umbilical cord"

Comic Con stench = ink and unwashed geek.... bliss

2007-07-30T01:04:41Z

I feel like telling the world of the Comic Con in San Diego....

The day was ok, not as many dressed up folks as I wanted. I left early and swam in the ocean with Louis, Mark, and J, then munched got obliterated, sobered up to go to a post comic con day party at the Hyatt. Ended up in Jim Lee's room with everyone playing charades and drinking a few drinks with him and the drummer from System of a Down, then left only to find out the Seth Green is a very tiny man that could quite possible fit in my pocket and if not in mine then defiantly in J's. Over all it was a wonderful one day get away. I love La Jolla. LOVE IT

morgana_52 @ 2007-07-18T20:15:00

2007-07-19T03:17:20Z

http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://www.furrysinspace.com/images/bondageREALLYbites.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.furrysinspace.com/suspend0004.html&h=1624&w=1205&sz=110&hl=en&start=69&sig2=iWvb42W9Z9DOhASLkPU8Hg&um=1&tbnid=q1Oc5nuszcmC0M:&tbnh=150&tbnw=111&ei=iteeRrPkDYLggQOb372KAw&prev=/images%3Fq%3Dfetish%2Bbondage%26start%3D54%26imgsz%3Dxxlarge%26ndsp%3D18%26svnum%3D100%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26safe%3Doff%26client%3Dfirefox-a%26rls%3Dorg.mozilla:en-US:official%26sa%3DN

ALIX GO HERE

morgana_52 @ 2007-06-26T18:08:00

2007-06-27T01:08:32Z

I had the most horid pair of socks waiting for me at home... And I LOVE them!!!!

morgana_52 @ 2007-05-16T07:58:00

2007-05-16T15:01:18Z

So this is the little girl that runs around in my head like she is playing house right now. I LOVE MY HOUSE!!!! it is small, tinney, but i love it. Alix came over last night and we watched cartoons and laughed and I fell asleep like i always do and she left and I think she enjoyed herself, and I know I did. I love this. i feel so grown up and so happy like i am a kid that it is such a good blend. I think this is what the rest of the world feels when they find the right place. You know what I mean? ok there is my laaaiiiimmmm asss post of the week.

morgana_52 @ 2007-04-18T13:50:00

2007-04-18T20:50:17Z

How evil are you?

morgana_52 @ 2007-04-12T22:21:00

2007-04-13T05:22:48Z

Dear U.S. government,
Thank you so much for the offer of extra cash, god knows I could use it. But if it would please you I would much rather that Mr. Agent Orange not have infected my father. Thanks.

Ruth

morgana_52 @ 2007-03-11T19:04:00

2007-03-12T02:05:11Z

The move starts in 3 days............................... fun........................not

update

2007-03-09T03:01:52Z

So I wanted to update a few people, one because they asked and two because I never see my own room mate and feel like I should keep her in my life some how and this is the only thing I know she will read.

So here are a few things I am up to:

Full time student, five days a week

Teddy bear stuffer, two days a week

Model for the art department, one to two days a week

Teacher for inner city kids, two days a week

Stage manager, six days a week

Assistant technical director of the Prism theatre, seven days a week

Hand in Playwrights on Campus seven days a week

A failing daughter seven days a week

A depressed little girl 99% of my time

BUT I am working with Imagination Corporation over the summer which will make me smile for the four weeks of working with little people teaching them theatre.

I am working on a touring show of the little prince, well really the proposal for it to go through Playwrights on campus to be taken around next fall.

I have been avoiding my father’s grave, I realized that I keep making reasons not to drive out and see it, like sitting in a very weird super bowl party that just made me want to drink the whole bottle of rum by myself.

Oh in the fall I am SM of a main stage show, and then I think I maybe again for the spring, and then I may apply for the Disney internship.

Children’s theatre…. I love you…. I want babies…. Weird, yes but wow it feels nice.

Going to South Dakota for a week over the summer.

May go to Prescott Sunday

I need to get away.

Oh on multiple pills, it kind of sucks… but I would rather be numb then feel the way things have been lately.

OK so I need to get to my ATD work… talk to you later guys…

morgana_52 @ 2007-02-21T21:34:00

2007-02-22T04:35:42Z

i am done with blogging... i think...

morgana_52 @ 2007-02-09T08:30:00

2007-02-09T15:30:16Z

Jealousy is not an option.

morgana_52 @ 2007-02-01T18:11:00

2007-02-02T01:12:11Z

tly for alix but all should look be careful dirty image

http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://us-p.vclart.net/vcl/Artists/Polar/Sexy/Hardcore%2520(not%2520for%2520children)/HelenDragon_clr.jpg&imgrefurl=http://us.vclart.net/vcl/Artists/Polar/Sexy/Hardcore%2520(not%2520for%2520children)/index01-by-date.html&h=842&w=1088&sz=313&hl=en&start=6&tbnid=L9gpQVblbNA_jM:&tbnh=116&tbnw=150&prev=/images%3Fq%3Dsexy%2B%2522dragon%2522%26imgsz%3Dxxlarge%26svnum%3D100%26hl%3Den%26safe%3Doff%26client%3Dfirefox-a%26rls%3Dorg.mozilla:en-US:official%26sa%3DG

and

http://us-p.vclart.net/vcl/Artists/White-Dragon-NL/Comic%20related%20and%20caracter%20ART./sexy-zebracon-rhynn.jpg

morgana_52 @ 2007-01-30T21:02:00

2007-01-31T04:02:13Z

1. Cigarettes: not really
2. Sex: yeah
3. Relationship: make me sad
4. Your Last Ex: I loved him but I changed too much
5. Power Ranger: yellow
6. Marijuana: much more than I used to care for it
7. Crack: not really, maybe
8. Food: not feeling it right now
9. This President: hate
10. War: sad
11. Cars: bleh but a Volvo I guess
12. Gas: 40 to fill
13. Halloween: love
14. Bon Jovi: Alix
15. Religion: none
16. MySpace: for some friends
17. Worst Fear: I don’t even know any more
18. Marriage: maybe, I want it
19. Fashion: mismatch so much that it looks good
20. Brunettes: meh
21. Redheads: yeah
22. Work: do it a lot
23. Pass the time: time?
24. One-night stands: lead to relationships
25. Cell Phone: evil
26. Pet Peeves: Judy. Talking with food in your mouth without covering it
27. Pixie Stix: mmmmm yum
28. Vanilla Ice Cream: Bland like bland people
29. Porta Potties: HAHA
30. Pajamas: grey
32. Woods: love
33. Surfers: meh
34. Pictures: nice
35. First Love: not returned

morgana_52 @ 2007-01-29T01:01:00

2007-01-29T08:04:10Z

Stole from Chris who stole it from Jessica. Because it's cool and it's way better then writing play reviews.

1. YOUR REAL NAME?
Ruth

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus "izzle".)
Rutizzle

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
Purple llama

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street)
Ruth georgia

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, last 3 letters of mom's maiden name)
Sagrute

6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink).
Tangerine OJ

7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your mom's maiden name, 3rd letter of you dad's middle name, 1st letter of a sibling's first name, last letter of your mom's middle name)
Ugtsempkcn

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (dad's middle name)
Alen

9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets)
Black Rex

morgana_52 @ 2006-12-04T21:56:00

2006-12-05T04:56:26Z

OK Hambster needs some guys to audition for his show, auditions are tomorrow, 6-8:30 and you can just go to call backs on WEdnesday if you can't make it tomorrow, he ahs also offered to car pool just call him for the details his number is 602-525-4035. thanks guys.

morgana_52 @ 2006-11-25T12:38:00

2006-11-25T19:38:47Z

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morgana_52 @ 2006-11-24T16:19:00

2006-11-24T23:19:32Z

Step One
Make a post containing your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fun ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want. [Even things that aren't material, but that someone can help you with. ie: I want to go mudsliding in a steel thong.]

If you wish for real possible things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

Step Two
Surf around your friends list (or friend's friends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

Other Info
You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

Mine Vishes:

1. a candle i love them more than life right now, they make me smile, and sleep, and relax, and so much more

2. folders, they make thw world go round.

3. crafty stuff

4. food, it does not even have to be freash but the month of December and and i guess going into January are going to be hungery ones.

5. Socks, old new, whatever Alix is getting made because i take hers too much

6. card, not dumb christmas cards, but the cool ones that you find and have neat pictures that can go well into some other peice of art.

7. hi-lighters, i like them, they light things that are hi

8. pillows, they can be cheap ones from good will just if they look cool then i can get them cleaned.

9. shiny-stuff, glitter, you know the good stuff

10. CANDY CANES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLEYYEYYEYEYEYYEYEYE FFFFUUUUUUCCCCCKKKKKK i just remember that it is the season for candy canes I love them so much and i always run out... FklshADFlkshdfkjshdagl h

morgana_52 @ 2006-11-24T12:42:00

2006-11-24T19:42:21Z

English
My milk shake brings all the boys to the yard and they are like it is better than yours

To Russian
Мои молочные коктейли приносят всем мальчикам к двору, и они - то, поскольку предпочтением - это его

Back to English
My dairy cocktails they - bring to all boys to a court yard, and as preference is it(him)

English
How come every time you come around my lond lond lond brigde wanna come down

To French
comment venir chaque temps vous venez autour de mon wanna de Pont de Londres de Londres de Londres est descendu

Back to English
how come every times come you around my Bridge wanna of London London of London brought down

morgana_52 @ 2006-11-18T09:37:00

2006-11-18T16:37:48Z

So I am sure most of you have places to be on Thanksgiving but if you don't then we as in those living under the same dwelling as me are having dinner. It will start at around 7 and go into the weeeee hours of the morning. love you

morgana_52 @ 2006-11-13T13:47:00

2006-11-13T20:47:41Z

fuck you... yeah that's it